The Beginning....

So I have friends who blog.  Some blog about crafts and other interest, others a daily run-down of the goings on in their life.  They are fun and some times informative.  So why would I want to throw my hat into the world of blogging?  It's simple, but at the same time a little confusing.  I need an outlet to help me rediscover who the "?" is in the "mom/wife/?".  Someone asked me what do I like to do for fun - I struggled.  I know what my kids like to do, my husband loves golf and sports in general - and me I can't think of a thing I like to do to have fun any more.  Right now I do things to escape my busy life, but nothing outside of my family to enjoy life. 

Over the years I've heard it over and over again, "I don't know who I am anymore."  Back when I was younger I couldn't relate.  I mean, come on, you don't know who you are!?!  It seemed so silly to me.  Yet and still I'm right smack in the middle of feeling gray in world of color.  Not quite fitting. And feeling a little, well - a lot lost.

 I don't know if its a good idea or not, but today I decided to start my own blog.  About me, about my own journey to find what I like again. To rediscover who I aspire to be.  And to be truthful I don't really know what that involves, but I do know that I  have to start somewhere.    My plan is to write down a little something every day.  Hopefully I will see the progression over time.  So I'm starting with these few words to get the ball rolling.  My commitment to myself is write out my year in words, and see who I find.